How quickly I am taken by one lover to the next, from imposter to imposter, I am searching. Can I find a liar better than myself? Which will I choose, my options are limitless. I am an expert at pretending, portraying an image not of my own, yet I have found no joy here. Why am I empty after taking more than my fill? Have I accomplished nothing but almost complete isolation? Separated from emotion, disconnected from all feeling, numbness has become my reality. The lies begin to overwhelm my soul and condemnation by way of deceit attaches itself to my side. Oh how quickly I have arrived in this desolate place, even before I have risen from my bed. Will anyone find me here? Won't you come into this place and lead me to redemption. I cry out to be found out, reveal these inner schemes, bring them into the light. Awaken chambers of my being that are unchartered and guide me through them. From your sweet breathe of life give desire back to this broken heart of mine. Let me know what it is to taste desire so sweet, and let me find rescue in your unparalleled sacrifice. Won't you restore my heart? Won't you awaken this spirit that you created? I will meet you in the deep recesses of my heart, in the places I long to enter, where I am sure to find you.